Category: memoir
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Flower Fullmoon Scorpio 5/5/2023
Under this flower fullmoon eclipseEmotions are running high.Deep diving into the abyss Allow our emotions to fly. One may not sleep wellMind recalls many sorrows.Hoping to fall into slumberHeart hopes of surviving tomorrow. Of many dark nights of the soulThis one is cryptic.Phew! Hoping to survive Another destined karmic! The past fabricates depression The future…
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Starship, Our Majesty
The containment ofToil and laborSweat and blood,Pressurized and suppressedFeelings of longing fantasies,Erupted beyond the earth’s crustThrottle and thrustUpheaval and disrupt,Soaring and rumblingMajestically,As though it’s Starship’s onlyMoment to set free,To debut a danceInto the sun’s eyes. @dailylonelywriter73
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Freeing is Being
You can only be seen when you’re truly yourself. I now realize that the old me often used to feel resentment. I learned it’s because I lacked self-awareness and self-confidence. I kept a facade to only engage with others on a surface level. I now understand that although I had the ability to read people…
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Bits & Bites of the Worm Moon
My love Under this worm moon in Virgo Another fullmoon cycle. Another solemn night staring into the sky Longing for you to snuggle To me, inside. We are so consumed To keep warm In these cold wintery nights. Every cell, every creature, All stirring up nature, And crawling through Never-ending tenures. My love, Will you…
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Universe, Be Mine ♥️
One topic I haven’t talked a lot about in here is about the law of attraction. Perhaps it’s because I want to remain humble about it since things I manifest may not be regarded as something of similar value or interesting to others. Frankly, I get a kick out of even thinking about all things…
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Gogh ~ Point A to Point B is Yet to C
Some myths and misconception about spiritual awakening and consciousness awareness are:~ You have to follow certain predetermined text book protocols, paradigms and timelines to become whole and awakened to consciousness.~ A woke person is to always remain happy and at peace to deem a good life.~ The path towards ascension is very difficult, leaving some…
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Quantum Nucleric Love Energy
Integration of 5D with 3D has helped me discover another quantum source energy. It’s Quantum Nucleric Love Energy. The high vibration within the mind, body and soul is stored away the emotions in a safe compartment with good intentions. There’s no more need to release old wounds or memories or anxieties and worries of the…
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Dancing in Moonlight
My beloved,You are home to me.You lift me up and support me in all the ways your lips wouldn’t say.You helped me heal all the pain I didn’t even know I had. I may not tell you everydayHow much you mean to me.No matter the challenges in front of usWith you I feel completely safe,To…
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Eyes Wide Open
Last year this time, I recalled dealing with intense energies of my chakras awakened to deceptive extremities like my body being thrown under a bus literally and sarcasticly. I fell deep into social media matrices as I was in search of self-love. I got entangled and enslaved by the devil energy to believe I was…
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Blessings to All in 2023!
Happy New Year everyone! I wish to share some introductory information about myself with the intentions to build some real authentic connections with others. I spent the past 2 years in isolation to cultivate a stronger bond with my inner world. I believe this inner work is always going to be a work in progress.…
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New Moon in Capricorn
If you pay attention to my tweets on Twitter, I intentionally share to balance the collective scale of light and dark energies. Trusting my intuition and inner knowing as an empath, I feel the collective energy based on observations. Then I flow with the energies with the intentions to balance, transmute, transform or transcend, with…
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Happy Winter Solstice 2022-12-21
In order to become the best version of ourselves, to become whole and to exit the societal matrix, we need to release the most inner seed that was planted long ago that created the false foundation which has over and over again crumbled down to defeat us. This deep rooted seed, if any part of…
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Love Is The Answer
2022 Has been the year of a student to finding sovereignty. By trusting the Divine path and solidifying my faith, and by following my intuition and higher self guidance, I submitted myself to the flow of universal energy with daily living. At the start of the year, I leaped into realizing and accepting my own…
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Universe Law of Divine Order
We are the creation of God and the creator through God’s intentions. In Divine Order, everything is as it should be in its purest and harmonious state. The evolution of mankind has been since divided and is far from experiencing all the potential of harmony. There are no accidents in this Universe. Words, thoughts and…
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The Worldwide Web
Peace, solace, understanding of my true self, all came at a very high cost. At this very moment, my mind is processing all the different strands that was woven into this web, representing my past. I am having a hard time adding logic into this fancy entanglement in my head. My emotions are clouding over…
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Good Bye 222 (Song Lyrics)
The more I learn to let go of things The more I learn to fall in love with myself The more for me to go even deeper Into self comptemplation. The world is vast Years have passed. Face showed more wrinkles Hair less bounciful. You get my point? Yes I do and no I don’t.…
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This is it!
The most important and painful lesson I have endured along this spiritual journey is, how to love myself enough to be able to walk away from what I treasure the most. Unconditional love can become self sabotage behavior. This attachment to an external energy, is detrimental to self when I begin to lose passion to…
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When 2 Becomes 1
The reflection of you,Is how I see me.The reflection of me,Is how you see you? It is you I am.It is me you are.That is that,We both cannot see? Seeing is believing.Or seeing is trusting?I believe in your trust.You trust for which I believe? I may if you might.You might if I may.Is this howWe…
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Releasing My Shadow & Welcome New Moon in Sagittarius!
I am hurt because my light has been withheld. My intentions are to be present and supportive, to assist with alchemizing love energies to balance out collective contracts and emotions. But when my intentions are misunderstood, all I can do is to surrender and walk away. There really is no lost nor separation. I’m going…
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Ocean Deep (Part 1 – Bone Deep – Consciousness)
Sometimes I feel so sad that it’s bone deep. I know in reality, it’s all in my head, my imagination. That’s the surface layer where I perceive myself from the eyes of the outer world. My mind works both ways. I feel things from outside looking in and vice versa, from inside looking outwards. When…
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Magic or Danger?
My 52 year old brother was found dead in his home 3 days ago. He was deemed dead from natural cause without us being able to find out what actually happened. The past few days ever since the tragedy, all I can think of is how to support my family by utilizing my spiritual gifts…
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Cosmic Alignments – Fullmoon in Aries Et Al
In this phase of my journey, I am following my North Node (Aquarius). With all the fire, earth and water in me and the influences of the current cosmic alignments, I understand why I was taught all the lessons of the past, in order for me to hold the fort for this crucial period, for…
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I Am Who I Am
Moments of peace Bestowed to me Forced upon me Called to me All perfectly and divinely guided. Peace brings answers Bestowed to me Forced upon me Called to me All to help propel me and ascend me. Answers find clarity Bestowed to me Forced upon me Called upon me All to come and test me.…
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Autumn Equinox 2022
The fading of this Summer Solstice, leaving me with fond & loving memories of this glorious segment of my journey, like the burnt coals with faint smokey smell in the morning after a bonfire. Gratitude. September came and gone, like flashes of thunder and lightning through my faint soul, with reminence of electrical current, pacing…
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Dream State Divinity vs Insanity
After countless years of not able to sleep more than 3 to 4 hours in a row and only retaining a handful of dreams, I finally am able to sleep longer and experience some vivid dreams recently. These dreams aren’t of anything in significance but merely resurfacing “suppressed” past occurances of families and old childhood…
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I Miss You!
I want to be the goddess you think about Before your eyelids lower in the night. I wish to be the muse that ignites your creativity, Well into the subliminal realm of light. I want to be the passion that arouses you, Deep into the core of your manly sultry. I wish to be the…
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Pandora’s Box After the Storm
Clarity comes after a storm is something that is not just a cliche. It’s the ultimate truth! I’m so confident about this truth that each time I’m caught in an emotional storm, there’s a voice inside me saying to hang on to my dear life. Don’t give up. Express the despair but don’t do anything…
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💫Connection vs Relationship 💫
Love is kind and selfless.Love does not own.Love is generous and giving.Love does not demand.Love is understanding and forgiving.Love does not assume.Love is constant and consistent.Love does not waver.Love is a connection,The chemistry between two souls.A relationship is the interaction,The physical bond between two bodies.Real love is when connection and bond vibe in unison, reflecting…
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Letter to Self (Fullmoon Aquarius)
Don’t ever feel responsible for my wrongdoings. Everything happened for these reasons: – healing – learning – self-awareness I have learned to trust the process and to seek the positives in every situation. Just because things didn’t work out on one end also means something else was transformed to light. Believe that there’s cause and…
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What Is The 5D New Earth?
It is our responsibility to take actions into our own hands; to choose the path of least resistance. As a collective, we must join forces to raise consciousness awareness in the same direction. There comes a point in our spiritual journey where our vibration has reached a level where we must rely on our own…
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Resume for an Uncoventional Love
True love, first of all, isn’t something you can explain. It always doesn’t make sense. There’s no logic. It comes from the heart. And when you feel it in the soul, that’s even more powerful than true love. It’s eternal and unconditional love. This love I had to work hard for it. It didn’t just…
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Mystery of the Spiral Staircase
@dailylonelywriter73 I’m so confused where the love is coming from that I am afraid to reciprocate it exclusively. That’s speaking from someone who cares about trust, loyalty & exclusivity. Inability to express such a profound love I have for a specific soul has been most difficult lesson I’ve ever experienced on this spiritual journey. I’ve…
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Spiritual Making In Love Energy (Smile)
It is in my soul’s inner knowing to allow my intuition to guide me on my highest path for ascension purposes. My focus has been to follow my soul mission to heal the self in order to elevate and grow spiritually. Getting to the sun energy or to the new world has been extremely harsh…
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The Great Reset!
This whole time I’ve been confused about who’s who or what is what. Being caught up in healing self can be very confusing in trying to balance the heart and the mind. Everyone has a unique self and their own version of finding their true self. This past year since I’ve awakened to spirituality, I…
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Love Will Prevail
A deep understanding of unconditional love is gained through life’s journey of trials and tribulations. It is a feeling when you know your heart has won the battle over your mind. It is felt when you release the expectations to control. It is when you surrender your ego to what is truly felt in the…
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Reset, Get Set, GO!
I feel a tremendous amount of joy today! I feel like I’m in a game of scavenger hunt or hide and go seek. Even more challenging, it feels like I’m in The Amazing Race! Another key to open another door, another path on this journey, has been revealed. By allowing my ego to merge with…
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Alchemy of the Elusive Twin Soul
The truth is, I used to think I’m not good enough for you. I have been the less conscious one. My life has been stagnated because I lost faith. I had no clue what true happiness and true-love was. I’m sorry I’ve allowed you to die of slow death. How did I even think that…
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I Wish For More
You made me feel things I didn’t know I couldYou excite me in ways I never knew existed I’m drawn to you incontrollably Can’t pretend it’s not happening Called to get back on the path I need you to hear me The choice to persevere Will never be wastedBridging the gap between usBrings this world…
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