Category: healing self
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Flower Fullmoon Scorpio 5/5/2023
Under this flower fullmoon eclipseEmotions are running high.Deep diving into the abyss Allow our emotions to fly. One may not sleep wellMind recalls many sorrows.Hoping to fall into slumberHeart hopes of surviving tomorrow. Of many dark nights of the soulThis one is cryptic.Phew! Hoping to survive Another destined karmic! The past fabricates depression The future…
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Freeing is Being
You can only be seen when you’re truly yourself. I now realize that the old me often used to feel resentment. I learned it’s because I lacked self-awareness and self-confidence. I kept a facade to only engage with others on a surface level. I now understand that although I had the ability to read people…
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Fullmoon in Leo Tarotverse
I think about you dailyI do my best to not.Under this fullmoon in LeoI cannot helpBut to feel missing you. All I can do todayIs to write another tarotverseAnd send it into the universe.To pull these cardsTo seek for higher knowledgeAbout the mystery of this higher love. I cannot chaseI cannot forceAll I know is…
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Eyes Wide Open
Last year this time, I recalled dealing with intense energies of my chakras awakened to deceptive extremities like my body being thrown under a bus literally and sarcasticly. I fell deep into social media matrices as I was in search of self-love. I got entangled and enslaved by the devil energy to believe I was…
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Blessings to All in 2023!
Happy New Year everyone! I wish to share some introductory information about myself with the intentions to build some real authentic connections with others. I spent the past 2 years in isolation to cultivate a stronger bond with my inner world. I believe this inner work is always going to be a work in progress.…
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Happy Winter Solstice 2022-12-21
In order to become the best version of ourselves, to become whole and to exit the societal matrix, we need to release the most inner seed that was planted long ago that created the false foundation which has over and over again crumbled down to defeat us. This deep rooted seed, if any part of…
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Love Is The Answer
2022 Has been the year of a student to finding sovereignty. By trusting the Divine path and solidifying my faith, and by following my intuition and higher self guidance, I submitted myself to the flow of universal energy with daily living. At the start of the year, I leaped into realizing and accepting my own…
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The Worldwide Web
Peace, solace, understanding of my true self, all came at a very high cost. At this very moment, my mind is processing all the different strands that was woven into this web, representing my past. I am having a hard time adding logic into this fancy entanglement in my head. My emotions are clouding over…
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Good Bye 222 (Song Lyrics)
The more I learn to let go of things The more I learn to fall in love with myself The more for me to go even deeper Into self comptemplation. The world is vast Years have passed. Face showed more wrinkles Hair less bounciful. You get my point? Yes I do and no I don’t.…
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This is it!
The most important and painful lesson I have endured along this spiritual journey is, how to love myself enough to be able to walk away from what I treasure the most. Unconditional love can become self sabotage behavior. This attachment to an external energy, is detrimental to self when I begin to lose passion to…
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Releasing My Shadow & Welcome New Moon in Sagittarius!
I am hurt because my light has been withheld. My intentions are to be present and supportive, to assist with alchemizing love energies to balance out collective contracts and emotions. But when my intentions are misunderstood, all I can do is to surrender and walk away. There really is no lost nor separation. I’m going…
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Ocean Deep (Part 2 – Soul Deep – Subconsciousness)
To feel things in ways we cannot comprehend and constantly question, those feelings are soul deep. Some things or experiences will trigger our soul, but will immediately questioned by our mind to reflect the preprogrammed emotions, to comfort us, to put us in doubt, and to cause us to dismiss the depth of our feelings.…
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Ocean Deep (Part 1 – Bone Deep – Consciousness)
Sometimes I feel so sad that it’s bone deep. I know in reality, it’s all in my head, my imagination. That’s the surface layer where I perceive myself from the eyes of the outer world. My mind works both ways. I feel things from outside looking in and vice versa, from inside looking outwards. When…
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Magic or Danger?
My 52 year old brother was found dead in his home 3 days ago. He was deemed dead from natural cause without us being able to find out what actually happened. The past few days ever since the tragedy, all I can think of is how to support my family by utilizing my spiritual gifts…
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Cosmic Alignments – Fullmoon in Aries Et Al
In this phase of my journey, I am following my North Node (Aquarius). With all the fire, earth and water in me and the influences of the current cosmic alignments, I understand why I was taught all the lessons of the past, in order for me to hold the fort for this crucial period, for…
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I Am Who I Am
Moments of peace Bestowed to me Forced upon me Called to me All perfectly and divinely guided. Peace brings answers Bestowed to me Forced upon me Called to me All to help propel me and ascend me. Answers find clarity Bestowed to me Forced upon me Called upon me All to come and test me.…
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Inner Divine Healing Power
Understanding that everything is energy, has played a significant shift in my life’s path. I recently watched a YouTube video on a spiritual guru Shivani and she helped me further clarified that this journey I’m currently traveling on, is indeed the right one. It’s the one to self-love and self-awareness. I am an old soul…
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The Ebb and Flow of Love
If it’s not you My Second Cup Then there’s No one else. This bond with you My commaderie, is unbreakable & unshakable. What outside force can tamper? Release the Seven-Eight Swords and blindfolds, I am bound by us, No pain no gain. Being broken Is not what we opted. Being healed Is an option, my…
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Pandora’s Box After the Storm
Clarity comes after a storm is something that is not just a cliche. It’s the ultimate truth! I’m so confident about this truth that each time I’m caught in an emotional storm, there’s a voice inside me saying to hang on to my dear life. Don’t give up. Express the despair but don’t do anything…
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Letter to Self (Fullmoon Aquarius)
Don’t ever feel responsible for my wrongdoings. Everything happened for these reasons: – healing – learning – self-awareness I have learned to trust the process and to seek the positives in every situation. Just because things didn’t work out on one end also means something else was transformed to light. Believe that there’s cause and…
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What Is The 5D New Earth?
It is our responsibility to take actions into our own hands; to choose the path of least resistance. As a collective, we must join forces to raise consciousness awareness in the same direction. There comes a point in our spiritual journey where our vibration has reached a level where we must rely on our own…
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Filling in the Vortex
The past few days, I’m in that space of filling up the void and to focus on the present moment. I can feel a break-through coming up and I’m currently practicing a lot of inner work to prepare and ground myself in order to welcome in the next trajectory, whatever it may be. I have…
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Resume for an Uncoventional Love
True love, first of all, isn’t something you can explain. It always doesn’t make sense. There’s no logic. It comes from the heart. And when you feel it in the soul, that’s even more powerful than true love. It’s eternal and unconditional love. This love I had to work hard for it. It didn’t just…
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Mystery of the Spiral Staircase
@dailylonelywriter73 I’m so confused where the love is coming from that I am afraid to reciprocate it exclusively. That’s speaking from someone who cares about trust, loyalty & exclusivity. Inability to express such a profound love I have for a specific soul has been most difficult lesson I’ve ever experienced on this spiritual journey. I’ve…
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