Category: autobiography
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Eyes Wide Open
Last year this time, I recalled dealing with intense energies of my chakras awakened to deceptive extremities like my body being thrown under a bus literally and sarcasticly. I fell deep into social media matrices as I was in search of self-love. I got entangled and enslaved by the devil energy to believe I was…
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Blessings to All in 2023!
Happy New Year everyone! I wish to share some introductory information about myself with the intentions to build some real authentic connections with others. I spent the past 2 years in isolation to cultivate a stronger bond with my inner world. I believe this inner work is always going to be a work in progress.…
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Love Is The Answer
2022 Has been the year of a student to finding sovereignty. By trusting the Divine path and solidifying my faith, and by following my intuition and higher self guidance, I submitted myself to the flow of universal energy with daily living. At the start of the year, I leaped into realizing and accepting my own…
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The Worldwide Web
Peace, solace, understanding of my true self, all came at a very high cost. At this very moment, my mind is processing all the different strands that was woven into this web, representing my past. I am having a hard time adding logic into this fancy entanglement in my head. My emotions are clouding over…
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This is it!
The most important and painful lesson I have endured along this spiritual journey is, how to love myself enough to be able to walk away from what I treasure the most. Unconditional love can become self sabotage behavior. This attachment to an external energy, is detrimental to self when I begin to lose passion to…
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Ocean Deep (Part 2 – Soul Deep – Subconsciousness)
To feel things in ways we cannot comprehend and constantly question, those feelings are soul deep. Some things or experiences will trigger our soul, but will immediately questioned by our mind to reflect the preprogrammed emotions, to comfort us, to put us in doubt, and to cause us to dismiss the depth of our feelings.…
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Magic or Danger?
My 52 year old brother was found dead in his home 3 days ago. He was deemed dead from natural cause without us being able to find out what actually happened. The past few days ever since the tragedy, all I can think of is how to support my family by utilizing my spiritual gifts…
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The Great Reset!
This whole time I’ve been confused about who’s who or what is what. Being caught up in healing self can be very confusing in trying to balance the heart and the mind. Everyone has a unique self and their own version of finding their true self. This past year since I’ve awakened to spirituality, I…
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SHOW HAND! 🎭🃏♠️♥️♣️♦️
I just can’t. I can’t put a real face to anyone these days. People pour out their heart and soul, but mostly to find them in dark spaces in between the lights. Where are all the real communication? My sense of self-worth is tantalizing as I try to pursue a new life path. Please be…
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Hazy Sunshine
Vibrating on frequency of freedom I allow my energy to flowIn the modality of oneness. The abundance I have received Seemingly the luckiest girlInside my soul is dancing and singing I’m forever indebted. My soul and IThe Universe is guiding usAs we instill our faith and trust. My mind is rather altruistic As I travel…
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I Am Not Easy to Love
I am an empath, clairaudient, clairvoyantI am very sensitive to energyI don’t play when it comes to my heartI am careful who I let in I am not good at small talkI’m wired differently I don’t talk bad about othersI am selective who I talk to I am analytical I am a dreamerI am in…
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Equal Give & Take
I have realized more truth and clarity about the acts of giving and receiving. I embody the characteristics of being kind and generous and have always believed that it’s a blessing to be able to give as much as possible and deserving of receiving the same back. What I didn’t realize is that when I…
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You’re Welcome Here Too
Let’s be honest. I’m not expressing my feelings here to gain popularity or followers or to seek attention. Sometimes our mind just simply need space to to release something that needs to set free. Perhaps it’s to free up space in order to welcome in new memories. I never think about wanting to relive my…
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Ely💚 and the Sea Monster
(Reflection #3) “Time is an experience of adventures!” Day after day Night after nightIf a child ever learned to tell time It is how time stands stillThe bones and muscles don’t breatheThe hips and legs were screwed downThe stale air of rotten skin and fecesLingered and mixed with sea saltThe vision of the ocean Is…
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My Cup of Love For You
My cup of love for youIs neither roses or bouquets Nor chocolates or champagne Is not lingerie or fancy jewelry Nor black ties and tuxedos My cup of love for youHas roots and oxygen Can grow and be nurturedHas thorns and disease In sickness and in health My cup of love for youIs not for…
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Dear Universe! All I Want is What I Give!
My wish to the Universe Is to grant me a partner Who is creative Who is communicativeWho is intellectual Who is transparent Who is protectiveWho is caring and loyalWho is trustworthy Who is humorous Who is independent Who is imaginative Who is authentic Who is generous and kindWho is considerateWho is strivingWho is collaborative Who…
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The Ripple Effect ©️ – Be the 2 in H2O!
Adversities and hardships are our new normal, don’t you think? We are constantly reminded by news feeds about global pandemics and natural disasters. Our planet has suffered so much in ways we have ever imagined via human consciousness. To negativity there is positivity. With gratitude towards technological advances to save our planet such as solar…
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Ely💚 and the Sea Monster
(Reflection #2) Although Ely was imprisoned and confined to her space, with chatters and cries surrounding her, she felt lonely and distant from her loved ones. First time traveling, but first time truly feeling homesick. The constant sea motion wasn’t helping her feel better either. Darkness and nightfall fell upon her and the first few…
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Love is Neither Feared Nor Forced
Universal Love Energy does not differentiate by race, religion, social status, age, looks, or anything superficial. It is not defined by space nor time. Love does not discriminate. Love energy is connected by matching vibrational frequency. Raise your frequency to attract those vibrating at similar levels. To attract a kind of love you wish to…
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The Best Things in Life Aren’t Things
I love my smileI love that I laugh easilyI love that people call me weird (sometimes)And I love that people don’t have to love me back I am grateful for my good health I am grateful for my parentsI am grateful to be educated I am grateful for an enriched life I love to cookI…
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Ely💚 and the Sea Monster
Prologue:Feelings of abandonment can truly destroy a person’s life path. It’s a common path we often hear about and many have explored. But the road less travelled is to those who forgive. (Reflections #1)September, 1978Saigon, Vietnam The first 7 seven days at sea, seemed all glorious and glamorous to the envious beings left behind in…